Showing posts with label Sally Liu Baxter. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sally Liu Baxter. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

The Drama of Trauma



I just finished my general surgery rotation with the trauma service at HUP, as well as the entire surgery block. I am astounded that we are done with a quarter of the core clinical year! Time flies when you’re having fun… and when you are really, really busy.

Trauma is consistently ranked as one of the best rotations by medical students at Penn. Besides the daily morning report that is chock-full of teaching points and the ability to play an integral part in the trauma resuscitation team, the sheer excitement of trauma is arguably unparalleled by anything else in the hospital.

All of the medical students are assigned to be the “primary surveyor” in the trauma team (see the picture above for the medical students on trauma for last month – I’m the nerdy looking one on the right). That means that when a trauma patient is rolled into the bay, the medical student is the one responsible for doing the exam and yelling out the results over all of the commotion so that the nurse can enter all of the findings into the record. The exam is shortened as ABCDE – A for airway (is the trachea midline? Is the patient moving air?), B for breathing (can you hear breath sounds on both sides?), C for circulation (check pulses, color, warmth), D for disability (what’s the patient’s neurological function?), and E for exposure, which entails exposing all parts of the patient’s body to look for injuries, deformities, abrasions, stab wounds, gunshot wounds, and whatever else might be present. Each patient receives a full exam, a bedside ultrasound exam to check for fluid in the abdominal cavity, a chest x-ray, IV access, monitoring, and then whatever other imaging or interventions is deemed necessary by the trauma team.

As the primary surveyor, what you find is essential to the decision-making in an acute way. For instance, if you don’t hear breath sounds on one side of the patient’s body, that person is getting an immediate needle decompression (ideally within seconds), followed by chest tube decompression. It is exciting as a medical student to be such an important part of the team and have an impact on emergent decisions.

Then there are the stories – the dramatic saves and the heart-wrenching losses – the types of narratives you would expect to see in movies or on Grey’s Anatomy. I will never forget a young Asian man who came in after being thrown from his car in a motor vehicle collision. He was unresponsive with a decreasing blood pressure, so we took him to the operating room immediately. The electrical activity in his heart went away while we were in the OR, and I found myself doing the most vigorous chest compressions I could at 4:30 AM after being up for almost 24 hours. His heart came back, and we proceeded with opening up his abdominal cavity to control his bleeding, but ultimately he passed away due to massive blood loss. He was the first person who I had seen die, and he looked exactly like my younger brother. As distraught as I was, I knew we had tried our best.

Only a few hours later, when I came back for my next shift, I was able to witness our senior surgical resident and a cardiac surgery fellow operate on a young man who’d been shot in the chest. The bullet had wounded his heart, two lobes of the lung, and the chest wall – generally considered a surefire way to die. Yet the surgeons had the swiftness and the skill to repair his injuries and miraculously save him. In one single day, I experienced death of a patient as well as the rescue of a patient back from the brink of death. These were just few of the memorable patients I encountered while on my trauma rotation.

Despite the long hours, the nonstop studying for shelf exams, and my own personal responsibilities at home caring for my 11-month-old son, experiences like these make me grateful for having the privilege of a medical education and the opportunity to work with an amazing team of care providers who are saving lives like this every day.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

A Very Special Christmas


This year marks a particularly special holiday season for me. Not only have I finished the preclinical years of med school (and apparently the last full-time classroom work of my life!), but this is also my first Christmas as a mother. In addition to my role as a medical student, I am also married to another medical student and a mom to an adorable and chubby 8-month-old boy named Raymond.

As an undergrad, I was accustomed to juggling multiple responsibilities, having been a pre-med student at Duke while also a varsity pole vaulter and a lab researcher on the side. I would be constantly switching gears between the classroom, lab, track, in addition to a myriad of other extracurricular activities I had taken on.

This past year, the juggling act was a bit more hectic, to say the least. I gave birth in late April and powered through the rest of my first-year courses until the end of June. Penn's administration graciously allowed me to Skype in for small group sessions right after I delivered so that I could stay home with my newborn and keep up with school at the same time. In the fall, I came back to class in person again and fell into a nice routine - when I was at school, I tried to study at maximum efficiency so that when I went home, I could put schoolwork aside and be fully present for my family. Even with class and a four-hour roundtrip commute (more on that in a second), we managed to cook and have dinner together pretty much every night, as well as go to our fair share of happy hours at neighborhood establishments (baby-friendly, of course). The commute I mentioned is the 100-mile trek I do Monday through Friday between Baltimore and Philly on the Amtrak because my husband is at Hopkins, and we wanted to stay close to my in-laws in the DC area. Sometimes I love it (protected study time can be wonderful), and sometimes I hate it (is it really going to take over 2 hours to get home?!). But I'm happy that there's a way to make everything work. All in all, starting a family while in medical school has actually been really fun.

Right now, my husband, son and I are spending time with my parents in San Diego. We are enjoying the 70 degree weather and sunny, clear skies. Though we both love med school, it is really nice to have a break from lectures and studying and just hang out and relax. It is also really special for me to have more time with my baby boy. Usually I leave before he wakes up and once I'm home, we only have a few hours together before he goes to bed for the night, so it's really great just to be able to sit and play with him for hours and hours on end. He has grown so much this year, and it seems like's he's just getting cuter with each passing day (but I'm biased of course!).

Another reason I'm really relishing this break is that I know it's about to get truly crazy soon. My clinical rotations start in just a matter of days, and I'm starting on the surgery block. The hours are going to be substantially longer than what I've been used to for the past semester. And Ray will be getting older, becoming more interactive and wanting to play more. I have a feeling this whole juggling act is going to become even more complex. However, I am truly excited for the clinical rotations as well, and even with a husband and baby at home, I trust that somehow it will all work out. I'm looking forward to blogging more about my experiences as the year progresses, but for the time being, I'm going to enjoy my last few days of freedom!